Lets talk about # Leaving school

Lets talk about... Leaving school #2

Leaving school is something we all go through. Weather we're going up into infants or juniors, leaving high school, college or university. We tend to used to the feeling after a while. However, right now im in the midst of a million emotions that I can't control.

Tomorrow is my final GCSE exam, and after that i never have to step foot inside Haydock High again. I'm happy, and excited yet I'm nervous and terrified.

I've been unable to contain my excitement over leaving school since I started, literally; Schools always felt like some sort of illness I cant get rid of, and I should be over the moon, I leave tomorrow and two day's after it's my birthday, and I am ecstatic, but I just can't get over the question of 'What's gonna happen after?' Sure I've got into college, but all I have is four GCSE'S on my back with nothing to show for going to school.
See two years ago I got the chance to be separated from my classmates whom I got very anxious around, due to social anxiety and autism. However it meant I wouldn't be able to do most of my GCSE's. The GCSE's they had to drop me from are:
History, Science, PE, English Lit and Food Technology. At first I thought that would be fine, aside from the fact that English Lit and History were my favourite subjects, it still meant the rest of my years in school I would feel more comfortable. It's only the past few months I realise I have gone and potentially ruined my career goals.
Looking on the bright side, I have been accepted into an animal care course at college, and hopefully one day I'll have a job in a zoo.